Sunday, July 5, 2009
1:29 PM
I love you...
So please don't make it come to a point where i will hate you.
You sae you gave me life, so dun be the one to make me give up on mine.
Thoughts of S------ flashed across my mind as i lay in bed last night.
It flowed like a never ending river.
I feel so lost sometimes
I have no direction
no purpose to move on.
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I'M SICK OF THIS LIFE
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread~~
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay...